Making peace with God

So all is well in cancer town, I guess I am recovering well from Radiation. Although my skin has darkened a bit too much around the waist guess I can live with that. Meanwhile I did undergo a blood test to see if there are any damages to my vital organs. Luckily none, blood test has come as a positive sign that I am still the superhuman that I used to be 😛

Meanwhile, wife doesn’t want me to attend work because she’s afraid that I will catch infection since I work in a public place and she’s right, although I was upset for a day or two, then I’d rather be jobless than be at work and catch infection (and hear from her)

Having best time with my kid, although I am having difficulty getting off the social networks and devout time to my kid. Must change , must change.

Meanwhile the vile person has been in attacking mode again, actually she’s always been at it, just that I wasn’t told about it. Anyway’s I leave her to God.

Talking about God, there is a huge conflict in my mind, it’s a war actually. I was at the prayer meeting the other day, But I am still not made my peace with cancer.. I keep asking God .. How could you let this happen? But then I know the answer which I am not ready to accept.

Anyway’s one thing for sure.. if faith won’t get me through with this … nothing else will !