Chasing a cure

So my chemotherapy got cancelled last week. Boy! I am pretty bummed about it, I hate delays, I want to get over and done with it. But my body is playing spoilsport, it did prior to my first surgery it’s doing it again. My platelet count went low, so Dr Bhaven adviced to postphone the 4th cycle by a week. During this week I ate like a hog, although things that I can eat are now limited to few things, I still hogged and hogged. Right now I am sitting at doctors office waiting for my turn while watching others read holy books of
their respective religions. Once again I have drifted away from God, don’t ask me why, but I know He remains faithful and find a way out for me.