Day of deliverence

So finally couple of days ago I underwent another blood test. I’ve been pretty depressed since my wife and kid moved back to Kuwait, so finally when I got the test result I was pouring out, I’m not sure if they were tears of joy or fear, but I happened scare Aunty and Sairith. Called up the doctor and I was told to get admitted on 11th so that surgery could take place tomorrow.

So here I am,lying on the bed, undergoing all preperation. Am I scared? Hell no!! I have never been this positive all my life. I just want to get well and hold my son and hug him and want to tell him that indont ever want to miss even a day till he gets tired of me.

I asked my wife not to come for the surgery, I know she’s undergoing tremendous pressure right now, but then she’s a bold woman! I know she will get through these difficult times through prayers.

Btw, I know God has a purpose for me, tomorrow I will be born agin. On news years day Pastor Jerry had given a prophecy “behold I give you a new thing” . I guess the thing is the new life I will recieve tomorrow, and I pray to God that it will be for His glory.