Mindgames … to be continued

I’m totally pissed ! I can’t believe the mindgames people play even when I am suffering, depressed and staring at death. Suddenly people who have ‘discarded’ you want to be your closest pals because ‘world is watching them’.  I am worried that they will go to any extent to bring us harm, I know they are capable of. At present I am not  thinking of  surgery, not even a bit, but worried about how my wife will put up with these evil people when I am down.

btw.. I am flying back to India tonight. Got my CT scan tomorrow. Really hoping for the best, My will to survive is stronger than ever before, thanks to the sick minded people around us.

Sorry about the post.. I am depressed.

More from India .. tomorrow !