A Matter of Life and Death

I’ve been thinking … thinking…. thinking. Is this how I am going to die? (although I have always wished to die an instant death) Then as I lay down on the radiation machine my mind had a quick flash back…

Age 5: Taken by a flash flood, almost swept in to the raging  canal, but I survived

Age 7 : Herpes around my genitals, was very ill, but I survived

Age 9 (or 10?):  Fell of a tree only to get stuck at a lower branch and survived

Age 14 : Major Bicycle accident, friend of mine broke two legs and two hands, I survived with a broken pinky

Age 14: Rock climbing, got stuck half the way, would have fallen to death, Survived again

Age 28: Major low Blood Pressure episode.. Survived

Age 37 : Diagnosed with Colorectal cancer …  MUST SURVIVE ! MUST !!

Because This NOT how I wish to Die !!