And the wicked are like chaff..

So what’s the religious take on the story? Actually there are two theories, One that says  ‘It happened for the glory of God’ other simply says ‘the wicked are punished by God’. So what Am I? Wicked or a witness?

So what is my take on all this? Well, to be honest, at present when every one is pressurizing me to ‘Pray 24 X 7’ I am not sure if I should force myself right now. I know I need God more than ever, but I am praying at regular intervals like 3 am in the morning when I can’t sleep or when I am sleeping face down on the radiation machine. I know by ‘faith’ that I will get through this, but I don’t seem to tell others about it.

Meanwhile life without family is just eating me from Inside, I know someday I will read this and say ‘damn! those were really tough times’. But I am being taken care so well, I think I will miss Sairith’s family so much when I am done with radiation. BTW i have finished 9 sittings of radiation and 16 more to go.. damn! don’t you hate it when time is your enemy?