So sleep seems to be my enemy, Can’t get sleep at night. Keep waking up at night and ask God, Why me? I know God has purpose behind everything, I’m sure he wants me to be a witness. I remember once I thought of giving witness at church when My wife finally got her visa stamped after years of struggle. But I was too scared to go up there in front of all those people. But I guess, this time I can’t/won’t be afraid. In fact I was never afraid of the crowd, In my religious zealot days I have preached, witnessed.. So how I ended up being a coward? I honestly can’t remember.
Yesterday we had a gathering at Aroma Cafe, Thane. Me and some of my metalhead friends hooked up to gossip about the ‘music scene’. It was fun, really loved this outing after a week of house arrest. When I came home I felt I was too drained out, and realized that I was risking my health by going to public places, infection is the last thing I want to catch at this stage, so that was my last outing till I get over cancer.
Today is Sunday, another boring day, got nothing to do, got nothing to do, got nothing to do, got nothing to do… arrrrghhhhh !!!!
Cancer Chronicles 
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