The Garden of promises

What’s human relationship is like? One never respects it until … Shit hits the fan yeah? We fight, we gossip, we insult, we stop talking to each other. But then we mend fences, come close only to go far again when things better. So what is it? Why tragedy brings out goodness but happier times bring out evil?
Hospital called to say that today’s radiation session is cancelled due to machine breakdown. Suddenly a dark fear took over me and I realized how desperate I am to get well soon. Hope they fix that darn thing, I so want to sleep on it, I think of it like a massage parlor without a ‘hot’ masseuse 😆
Among other things, I had a dream last night, my son bunked school and was playing football with big kids. Hmmm! Is he going to walk in his father’s footsteps? Well he’s only 3; too early to say, so let me wait few more years. This is what I ask God, to be there when he falls, something which I missed as a kid.
There is a garden opposite to the place I live, me and Sairith went for a evening walk yesterday, saw a young couple cuddling in the darkness. Made me laugh, the things you do when in love 😆  I have started to love Mumbai somehow, if everything turns out well we should try to settle down here, a promise I made to my wife but didn’t keep. One more chance please….