To find strength in weakness

So today is the day I start my real battle against cancer. Dr Kamran A Khan has cleared some of my doubts, like if I can join work after radiation etc.
I took the first 3 tablets of my chemotherapy therapy. I was not aware of the chemotherapy side effect until this morning. Now that I have read about it, I’m kind of freaked about it. Mind control is going to be a key factor for next few months.
Mom called this morning, she was crying, just something which I dont need now. Must keep myself away from emotional people. I guess I took the right decision of not going to Mangalore.
Meanwhile people keep surprising me with their own agenda. And also surprised at offers for financial help coming from people whom I had not expected.

Update 9pm: i had my first radiation session, I was made to lie on chest for almost an hour, at one point I thought I couldn’t take it any longer, but then thought of Jesus, he was nailed on the cross for 3hours, I was just sleeping, so it was easy on me, although I am dizzy now, I don’t want to think it is because of radiation or chemo. I got a long way to go and I need to be strong, super strong, must find strength in weakness.